Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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wild days
Has been a while.//
August 28, 2011 @ 10:05 PM

Plenty of things happen recently. Grandpa not feeling well, family drama, love life drama. Anything that is bad is happening to me.

Sometime should i be thankful to god to give me so many drama or i should be sad? He hates me now, well i though i can take it but the pain is way more painful than i imagined. I guess time will cure all the wound right.

Maybe in his eye i'm a flirter or a slut, but all i want is just to be nice to people and thats all. If you really love me you should have know it. All i want is just to be friends and no harm. Well only if everyone can have the reading mind skill and this world would not have so many misunderstand.

Actually,now only i realize, i should really let go, since i know how to take up i should know how to let go too. Although it may take time, but i believe if i want i can.

Recently i've been thinking a lot, is it love really this important until i must look for a bf to accompany me? Well maybe last time i will say yes, but not now. For me my goal is to complete my degree and get a high position make my parent proud of me. And then, that's when love life come into place.