He has stop texting me. Now is my turn to get a taste of my own medicine. Is hurtful, aching in the same time. All i want is what is best for him, I never thought that it will be this painful. I cried, i try to listen to music, I try almost everything to distract me, but none of it seem to work. I keep on going back to the point that we used to be together.

I miss him deeply, I want him, why am I always like this? I can be strong in front of him, but after hang up, I'll just cry like a mad woman. Why? I thought I have made up my mind? I thought..I thought..Well everything is too late now. The only way for me, is to let you go, I don't wanna tie you up. You deserve better. You said you felt guilty thats why you be with me, right now, I tell you, You no need to feel guilty. I don't want you to love me because you are guilty. I want is your heart, not your guiltiness.