I'm not understanding, I'm stubborn, I get angry for nothing. So why you still wanna come for me. I told you in the beginning right? you are the one that say you don't mind, and now you are like complaining to me?

I do everything is for you. Is not for myself only. I go out to drink with him is because of who. If you didn't do those thing you think i will go drink? I wont drink for nothing. Ya i know what he is trying to do. But i control myself right. I know he is having the intention, but what can i do, he is my friend too. After that did i not listen to you? You said i'm out of control. Ok fine. I know. Course I'm born to be this way. I'm unchangeable. so hate me, leave me and go. I can't stop you either.

You care about me, so do I. Have you even thought that I think of you every second? The moment that you told me that you met with an incident on 1st of April, you know how i felt when you told me that or not? I nearly cried on the phone, tears is flooding on my eye. But after you told me it's a freaking prank that you do on me, I feel like really one slap for you. This is not even a joke to be made, or to be laugh at. what happen if that really happen? How would I feel. Think before you act. Not to say that you can't joke but at least joke something that is better.

More over, not I don;t wanna give you a chance, is just that, your attitude shows to me that, I can't. You higher your voice for nothing toward me, what you take me as? A place for you to let go your anger? I have feeling too. If i do the same to you how will you feel? as always you are busy, why should I even text you when I know you wont reply? You tell me la. Why should i text you when I know I'll only get owk and bye as a reply for my long messages?