First few days without him, life really miserable. I miss him, I cry myself to sleep, where ever I go I see him. I miss him a lot!!!
But I believe in myself, He can move on so must I. =D Just give me some time and I will do it. All i need now is a something to remember for the rest of my life. and make me regret doing this decision. Well I am an idiot I like to do things that make me regret. But is alright, because thats who I am.
I hope he wont be sad anymore after we did the last thing. I really wish him all the best. Find a new one and move on. He deserve a better one. Not me. Being with me only suffer and misery will fulfill his life. And I don't like that. Loving someone is making them happy. So ya I'm loving you by letting you go. So that you can find your real happiness.