Whenever I have slightly bit of feeling regain he will just make it gone. I really don't get. Is it friends is way way more important than me. I'm not trying to take over your friend's position in your heart. All i'm asking for is just a tiny little bit of space in your heart thats all. Is it that impossible? I'm calling you to prove and it seem so hard for you even my friend told you how. =\ Am i that unworthy? During the night I often though of this matter, but when comes to the end i gonna make the conclusion that maybe you just find me annoy and feel like dumpping me in some sorta rubbish dump. I wants you to paid more attention to me thats why I'm making a scene, but in the end I get some cold treatment.