Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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wild days
Break into pieces//
February 07, 2011 @ 7:15 PM

I hold my heart tight when I heard that, hoping that it will not be the truth. I never thought it will be real. I've always thought you ain't those guy like others, but..
You said influence by friend..Ya i know..but at least you should know which is good or bad right? I mean I'm not blaming or scolding you. I just shock, disappoint, and lots more confusing feeling. You say you just go in and come out. But I'm also a girl, i know something about it too. I heard lots of things from other, I know what kind of place and how does it look like.

Well all I know is that my mind is blank right now. I feel like killing myself in the same time too. It's just too sudden for everything.