Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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wild days
Leaving with a trace.//
December 07, 2010 @ 6:25 PM

No matter how much I love you, I still will let you go.
No matter how selfish I am, I still will let you go.
No matter how much I don't want you to leave me, I still will let you go.

I know is for your future. I can differentiate what is good and bad. But I just force myself to no care. To make it sound like I don't care anything. So that you will go on with your own dream.
I wish I'm not your obstacle to achieve your dream.

But somehow in some part of myself I wish you could stay and be with me every second.
Time that spend with you is seriously not enough. We just be together and not even one month and now you are leave me after few days. How can I accept? Ya in front of you I can act as nothing. That I'm fine. But what deeply inside no one will know.