Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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wild days
Time that will never come back.//
November 09, 2010 @ 7:52 AM

Looking at the sky brighter and brighter every second. Remind me of last time when 3 of us are best friend. When we used to do everything together, I still remember 3 of us watch the sun rise together. I never thought that, that would be the first and last time we can spend time together. One is the person I like a lot the other is the person who I care a lot. Is hard for me to help. Both are important. Both are a part of me, apart from the person I used to loved. I wish I have a time machine that could travel back to the time when we used to be. The sky is now brighter, the dark cloud start to move away and let Mr.sun rise up. But sadly now only I’m the one who are looking at Mr.Sun, no more 3 person together. Everything change. Change so easily. As always things ain’t going accordingly to what we have planned. I thought I and him will be together, but…I’m failing for other people now. And is a forbidden love. Thou it sound exciting but I have no idea how to control it. Is like feeling out of control!!