Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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wild days
Both came back.//
September 23, 2010 @ 2:43 AM

Is sorta weird when he say do you still love me? Is hard for me to answer this question. I mean I used to love him a lot but now? Is only a bit. Well for me it is sorta happy when i heard that he said he still have the same feeling for me. But i have doubt for you, and i'm so sorry about that. Can't blame me right. Since the day I settle everything already and though of wanna be with you but end up I'm the one who got the most pain. You are going with other girl. You are holding other girl hand but not mine. I was hoping for the day to come so desperately. I get nothing but pain in the end.
I do love you. Yes. Is just that I can't risk anymore. If you want me prove to me. Prove to me that I can be with you without getting hurt. I'll be waiting.

The other one i think his gf is enganged already. So now he is like trying to come to me again. I have no idea why. Is like doing things that are weird. Funny as it sound he just like can read through my mind. So is sorta funny when he is around with a bunch of my friends.

I just hope I manage to make a good decision. And as for the si ham. I'm so gonna give up on you.