Why should I be piss after all he is single. he can go to anyone. I have no idea. Seriously am i over protective?? Wind is blowing across me as if is wiping away my worries. So i seriously no need to feel worry anymore?? She told me not to care anymore. But I can't do it. Is against my rule.

The guy who propose me din't find me today. feel sorta like he is playing me again. LOL. I mean if he likes me why is he acting this way? to test me whether I love him back or not??

I saw both of the hot guy today. sorta happy. The other one I even saw for two times. Heart beat rises like wanna jump out from my chest when I see him. Even now I'm smiling to myself.

Everyone has someone they adore. but me?? time haven't come yet. I'm still searching for this him. I just wish he could be with me now. Being alone is creepy. When I'm cold No one to warm me up, when i'm sad no one is there for me to wipe my tears. Sometimes I'm wondering Whether am i seriously that ugly?? Yes, duh!! I mean who am I to said that, I don't have a nice body, a nice personality - a childish one, a nice face and so on. Although I hate being alone but I feel like doing so.