Asif come propose me. But still i have doubt about him. I still thinks that he likes his ex girl more. =s thats why until now I'm still taking my sweet time to think. I just wanna see his sincere.

24th of July:

I din't sleep the whole night although I'm very tired. I listen to what he said him by just sitting there quietly. LOL. sound stupid but i think was worth since he helped me so much. I do a little bit thing back is alright. At least managed to comfort him. Thats more than enough. Is hard for me to see my friend in this kinda state. Sorta like I can feel how sad was he. But I can't do anything. The only thing i can do was to listen to what he said. Cause thats the best solution for that. Before that we even ran around the whole inti. LOL. although was tiring but still i don't feel like thinking too much. The only thing in my mind was to let him forget that thing. Please be strong bro.

25th of July:

he is still acting tough in front of me. I know he is damn sad within himself. But what can i do. all i can do is just go according to the flow. I wish everything will be alright. He keep on making me piss with the girl stuff. haiz i have no idea what is in his mind. Maybe i should just stop being so protective and let him try?? Walao my brain is killing me. I need to think about the propose stuff and now this?? when can all this comes to an end and everything back to normal??