Why on earth am i this stubborn? If i've listen to them in the first place then this wont happen. If those happen on me I don't mind. But now consist of other. I seriously feel bad. I just wish I could just control myself at that time. If I din't out of control then everything wont happen.
What with me and the if stuffy. I don't want it to happen but now it happened. I can't do anything. All I can do is just apologize. Sometimes I'm just useless. I can't help in anything and only know how to say sorry. I seriously don't know what to say beside sorry. Seriously I'm so sorry. This time seriously is my fault. I wish I can cover up the whole thing. Please just put all the blame on me and forgive him. I'm the one who wrote those and not him. Why on earth you guys wanna involve him?