Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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May 19, 2010 @ 3:51 PM

Today i found out that all along this while the person i trusted the most lie to me.
he said he hates her a lot. but actually he couple with her behind of his girl friend. He gain my trust just to make me hates her?? He is seriously a freaking big liar. I cried at frist when I heard it from my friend. I even dare not believe that he lie to me until i see the thing with my own eye. at this very moment i tell myself I will not believe this guy anymore. but in the same time i have this curious feeling. Is like why he wanna do this. I bet there is a reason behind it.

Around 2 something i guess finally Ivan is back and he also came back with the woman. Guess what Ivan was so angry. I was terrify at that moment. Ivan as thou wanna hit him in his face. I tried to clam the situation down. but the woman?? standing there as if watching a big drama going on. Later on we pack up and went back to each and everyone's doom except for Ivan and him. Both of them wanna have a man to man talk. So i just left them alone and walk back to my doom alone. On the way i keep on thinking about the thing. I seriously don't get why on earth a small child like him wanna do this??

After that i guess after 10 or 15min he called me out. and so i went out without second thought. That time my mind is full with question and also kinda angry. I saw him sitting there alone. With a sad face. So i just sat near him. He talk to me with a low tone. He said ' Connie I think i lost a good friend.'

The moment i heard that, the anger in my heart gone and replaced with pity. so i just sat there and listen to what he has to say. Is kinda of mean if i don't give him a second chance right? Since he willing to admit his mistake I think he should have a second chance. that will be fair. I told him too. if the same thing happen again. I won't talk to him anymore. and surprisingly we become close just like a blood related bro and sis.

The next day's class is a freaking disaster. Ivan din't talk to him and also he was so pitiful in the class. Feel like just hug him and say everything will be alright. But I just can't do it. although i know helping him may effect me in the future that ivan may not be that good to me. but still I just want to help him thats all. =] Seriously hope he will change.