I have this uneasy feeling. Feel like crying but the tears ain't coming out. "Don't know how to expressed" feeling is within me. He say he don't like to see me after I told him I like him. That time my heart seriously damn sad. He some more say dare not tell me the truth cause scare that I will get hurt.

Later on I just tell him that If you don't want to see then don't see. So i just walk off. And i shouted at bro also. After I walk off the woman ask the guy whether am i talking about her or what? I mean if you don't feel guilty then why on earth you wanna ask??

So i just cry all the way to AO. Then follow up with bro, sis and my other friend. Bro say wanna talk properly everything. So sis called everyone out. Guess what I was so angry that the damn guy keep on denying that he's wrong. And the woman keep on saying that she is innocent. I just can't control myself and I just punch toward the wall. A bit of blood came out from my finger also finger kinda pain. Anyhow I don't care. Right now three of us is a gang and the woman with the guy is other gang. Cause this is what the guy wanted from the begining. Since he likes her a lot. So now we let his dream come true.

We can meet together is like an arrangement from the GOD. Although everyone is from different background or even different state. Why can't just live happily? Why can't just put yourself in other's shoe to understand their situation?

Woman I tell you. This is all karma. Is for what you did. If in the beginning you din't accept him then all this wont happen. You should be feeling guilty now and keep on complaining. Everyone treat you so good. Why can't you just understand? Is it that hard. IF you don't like me just tell straight to my face. No need to do some small action to make guys come to you. And for the guy please don't think I still like you. You wanna avoid me right? Go ahead. I don't care. So long I tell you then I'll feel better.