recently been a busy week. No time for anything. Now, guess what I seriously fall for this guy. Is like even one day i din't see him I'll start feeling weird. This guy treat me very good and almost every night we spent together. But some how he mistaken me with my brother. Is kinda sad to see the way he reacts and also the way he talks to me. I know he may not like me cause of my race. But still I feel like telling him the real thing. The real feeling. On the other hand, I'm also afraid. Afraid that I'll lose him after the truth being reveal. Brother say he will be by my side, gut still there is this unbearable scare feeling. Well somehow maybe some thing is meant to be hide for the rest of my life?? who knows. I'll just pray hard so that nothing will happen. =]