Somehow i don't really get him sometime. he can be good and be bad. Called me a slut and the next day act like nothing happen. what kinda attitude is that. He like making as if he really will get me. but then actually i'm just making him feel better by doing those thing. sometimes i really wanna tell him how i feel. like my feeling toward him has been compress to a lower level. or please don't wait for me. but when ever i wanna start saying he sure will say wanna die those stuff. I really don't know what to do la. I really don't want him to die, cause he is also an ex boy friend right? Haiz. sometimes things can be so complicated. I just wish i din't meet him in the first place.