He call and text me a few time. saying he wanna die, but i still din't reply. Is this right? Well i guess so. I just don't wanna keep on giving him hope. Actually i don't have any feeling toward him anymore. With him i feel like a useless person. I really don't want to repeat back what ever that had happen last year. He can put his friends come first. But he say I'm the first one. I really don't understand. Whats so good about lying? I mean i don't mind you are poor or what ever thing. cause i know you love me. thats enough for me. But you keep on doing this kinda thing. I'm also a human. I have feeling and heart. You are guy maybe you will say is my fault for dumping you. But have you ever come close to me and get to know me? You don't even understand me then keep on saying i blame you for nothing. Sometimes in a relationship is not only about one person, is about both of them. But in ours is always only about you. You want me to do this, want me to do that. this kinda attitude really freak me out. You make me afraid to do anything. thats why arivind i will no go back to you anymore. trust me this will be the last time i'll be posting about you. I've make up my mind to forget you and continuous with my life. Wish you have a great life and get to find someone who you can control completely. take care and bye.