She betray me. She din't tell me. She think me as that way. I treat you so good. Do what ever to help you when you are in trouble and this is what I get after helping you for so many years? Sometimes really feel stupid to be friend with this kinda people. Some more now i need to pretend nothing happen cause i'm not allow to tell anyone. Is this fair? I really don't get sometimes. Why always when i treat someone good and they will be betray me?
Yesterday finally I've solved my problem. =] is kinda relief. As if i'm lighter now. I feel very good. Is like finally I'm free. Free to do anything I like, I wan, just I. Although I know things wont go smoothly after this. But nevermind cause there will be a group of friend supporting me behind, pam, my apple banana gang. Is just so glad that i have a group of people that will always be by my side no matter what. =] thanks peoples.