Really piss me off when Arivind say those thing. I still haven't tell him about Dinash. I wonder what will be his reaction if he found out that i have some feeling toward him. =\ I love Arivind. But recently we keep on fighting over some small thing. Always say i dun listen to him. I really don't get. I mean go out and eat also wring? Is that too over. He wants me to eat in my room. -.- so except for going to class the rest of my time is in the room la? is that what he meant? I mean not that i don't let him control. Is just that. Please give me some logic reason to control. I'm kinda scare when he say he wanted to propose again. I'm afraid that the same thing will happen again. now he even said he own me a smack on my butt. -.- i find it disgusting. I know. haiz. I just want to concentrate in my studies that all. He even get mad when i said don't wanna go out to city when he is back from NS. -.- I just wanna have a good future. Is that wrong also. I wanna live a wonderful life. Not a life where i need to be worry for the my family finance.