Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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wild days
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January 08, 2010 @ 10:34 PM

Finally i say those hurtful words to him.
surprisingly i feel better after i say those word.
"No i don''t like you anymore."
although is just a few simple word.
is enough to cause a big destruction in you heart.
so sorry i can't keep lying to you anymore.

But then you still keep on saying you wanna die.
really no comment.
tell you what.if you really wish to die so deeply why don't just come and die in front of me.
i've done everything to stop you from thinking that.
i've been advising you, scolding you.so what else can i do now?
answer me.

sometimes i feel so useless.
the person i like i cannot even grab on it.and looking at him walking pass me is the only thing i can do. i'm really useless right? Never mind.i shall start a new life on March in a whole new situation.