looks like i'm hell wrong.

you just like others. keep on misunderstand and didn't tell me what happen at all.

Why?

izzit i'm that bad?

or izzit that hard to explain everything.

please don't anyhow assume things that you don't know.

the reason i'm still messaging that guy is because i wanna cut down the pain that I've causes him.thats all.cause i try before that thing once.and that really suffer a lot. i just don't wanna my friend to have the same fate as me.why can't you understand?

the way you said goodbye is just like that day. really hurt me a lot. that time i felt so helpless so stupid.i'm just disappoint after all this have happen.since you wanna be this way. i can't stop you either.so goodbye.

hey, i'm really happy to get to know you. you are the one and only person that are so close to me.i never though that this relationship will end. I've never dream that this day will come. i've been waiting for you since that day you told me those thing.but looks like i'm wrong.wrong with my action toward you.wrong with my feeling.wrong with everything.i'm so sorry to cause so many trouble to you.

i know you must be thinking that I've been playing and fooling around with you.but actually i didn't.no matter what i say now is useless right.you've made you move.so i can't do anything to stop you from keep going already.i don't have the right anymore.so i wish that you will have a wonderful journey.keep going and don't give up anything.i'll treasure every moment that i've spend with you.

lastly i hope that you won't anyhow assume that 'him' in my blog.this 'him' represent a lot of different people.