Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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wild days
end? good? bad?//
December 14, 2009 @ 5:44 PM

finally everything come to an end.
school end.
exam end.
maybe later even life also end.

HAPPY?
you dare to say that to me.
i really no idea what is happening between me and you.
i thought we already agree to be friends?
i thought you will try to understand me more.
i thought you really change.

why when ever you said you've change but you still showing me your same old damn shitty attitude.
i hate people saying wanna die.
i hate people keep on angry without any reason.
later then you say you've no mood to eat.
please don't make your body suffer for nothing.
wanna make me feel guilty?
sorry you fail.

is it all you can think of is dying only?
you really think die can solve everything.
you really think die can make everything back to the past.
you really think die can make someone love you back.
please those thing will just make people hate you more.

i don't know i need to repeat myself how many times you only will get it.
i keep on repeating the same damn fucking thing from 1 month ago but then you don't understand a single word.
some more say i'm supporting him?
you know how piss or not when i saw that.
u making me sound like a real slut.