I have choose to break up with him.
what he told me yesterday is just too over.
he say he is not happy with me sometimes.
i feel like million of arrow poke thought my heart.
is like damn hurt.

so i really cannot take it anymore.i just call him up and say i wanna break up.
after that he keep on calling me but i didn't pick up those call.
but at least really cannot see him keep calling.make me feel sad.
so i just answer the call.
guess what he say he will change.
he say he love me a lot.
but unfortunately is hard for me to believe him again.
haiz don't wanna say this anymore.

so from today 4.00pm onward I'm officially single again.
LOL.

i don't know why today i keep on laughing like that day i drunk.
but my heart is like 1 kind.
i don't understand myself.
Pam keep on asking me weather I'm OK or not.
but i don't wanna her to be worry.so i just say I'm OK. =]
surprisingly i dint cry. really weird.