Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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October 19, 2009 @ 3:15 PM

Last Saturday was deepavali.
hehe.Happy late deepavali for all my Hindu friend.
recently i've been damn busy with my homework.
During deepavali i get to wear the punjabi suit that i bought the week before deepavali.
I wore the cloth to my dad's friend house and guess what
all of them say i look good in the cloth.hehe
some of them even jealous.LOL.

Just now Pam ask me a very hilarious and damn confusing question.LOL.
Making me damn confuse right now.don't understand myself anymore after the question being asked.weird right?

What is wrong with me?
wanna cry now
wanna know the truth
wanna do alot of thing.
wanna kill myself too.

can someone just tell me what to do?