I was kinda happy when i get to know that there was a prom after SPM.
the 1st thing i think about is that i can spend time with him.
so i ask him to be my date for the prom.
guess what
he rejected and say is a waste of money.
is kinda heart breaking to heard that.

this is the 1st time i asked a guy to be my date and he reject me
now i don't have date to go with.
will i be alone for the whole night.
i hate the feeling being alone.

after the incident i told Arivind my feeling.
and so we both find mistake each other.
but in the end i forgive him.
after that he never message me anymore
until now 8.45pm.

Now music cannot even cure my dismantle heart.
although i listen to all sort of song in my computer.
my freaking face still can't smile.
what should i do?

Later around 9 he message me
but i feel a gaps between us.
weird right.i olso don't know why.
is jus weird. =/