Monday night
mugen told me he likes me.
but then i din't gave him any reaction.
later Tuesday during add math test i keep on having this guilty feeling toward arivind.
but what to do.
i cannot tell him this.
if not world war 3 is gonna happen.

Later Wednesday i really cannot keep this secret anymore so i call him up and tell him all
those.
lol.guess what he wanna go find Mugen and hit him.
i was so shock until i ate all the potato crips.and get scolding from my bro for eating finish.anyway at night i call mugen and settle all this fucked up thing and now i and him are best friend.
but then this arivind don't wanna believe that i settle the thing already.he say still wanna go find mugen.so what to do i made a deal with him saying that if he go find mugen and hurt him i'm no going to talk to him for the rest of my life.
hehe and so this whole thing come to an end

but Sunday something come out.and my mood was so freaking bad.
when mugen saw this he came and talk to me.
but then when we are talking that time
arivind's best friend, Vishnu saw already.
but that time i still don't know.until i finish talking with mugen and mugen told me i only realize that I'm in deep shit.
cause once he saw it.he sure think alot of stupid thing.
later i went to find arivind.
and he was like kinda upset so i tell him the reason why i talk to mugen .
but then end up he like dun believe me.
later when all this explain thing end.
he brought me go down and meet with Vishnu.
and guess what.
Vishnu scold me in front of arivind and me in Tamil.
which is i dun understand at all.
then i was so blur standing there let him scold me.
arivind didn't stand up for me.
after Vishnu scold finish.
arivind only tell me that vishnu is scolding me.
and i was like huh? why you wanna scold me?
Vishnu ask me why i wanna talk to mugen when I'm already in a relationship.
i told him la.mugen is my friend.izzit i cannot talk to boy after I'm in a relationship.
i really don't understand.
so i just walk off and call pam.
once i heard her voice i felt so relief and i cry non-stop.
until she got shock.
she say she never see me cry so hard before.
so when i start to cry that time i ran to the back street of the tuition center.
and some of arivind's friend saw me crying.
so those kpo friend go tell him.
and end up he come and found me at the back street hiding in front of a car crying.
is embarrassing.
i cry for the rest of the day.
mugen call me up and i cry some more.
lol.
until at night i still crying.

Monday once i reach school.i saw pam i cry again.
aiyo i lose alot of water la.
anyway i cry until the test start.
until afternoon wen ti came back from school.really cannot take it anymore.
pam call me to call him up and tell him how i felt.
after telling him how i felt i felt relax and surprisingly i love him more than last time.
=p
anyway everything is done.the problem is settle.