My day goes on so damn freaking slow without his message.
I wonder he had his lunch already? bath already?
is he in a good shape?
what is he doing now?
all this question keep on appearing in my mind.
From morning till now i don't know i cry how many times.
until i gone out of tears.
People keep on saying is just a phone.
but then i still don't know why am i crying like that.
once i think about him the tears naturally fall down

today i've been so clumsy.
i cut myself when i'm cutting my toes nail.
thats hurts.
later went shopping with mom, i knock my head to the rak.
what is wrong wih me.

mom bring me to parade maybe cause she wanna me to meet with him
but sadly i didn't see him.
maybe he gone home already.

I'm going crazy now.
please help me.!!!!!!!!!!!