Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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Stupid girl with stupid feeling.//
May 24, 2009 @ 7:19 PM

I don't know i should happy or sad.
During recess in the tuition I'm standing at the stairs at that time he's coming down so I'm so freaking happy cause i thought i have a chance to say HI to him or something.
but he acted so differently.when he saw me he start talking to his friend and he just takes me as invincible.
he didn't even say Hi or anything just walk pass me.
At that very moment my heart feel like a thousand of needles in the same time poke through my heart
i hate those feeling.
some more need to pretend to be happy in front of other people cause I'm sure they would ask why.
i don't want to make up any stupid reason or anything.
is so torturing.

Can i cry now?i need a shoulder.