Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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wild days
Restless//
January 18, 2009 @ 5:13 PM

Today is the fifth day.this five days is a suffer for me.i always cry.do not know why i cry. sunddenly i think about what happen then tears start rooling down.and today i got to know that something that really make my heart break into pieces.kinda sad when i heard about that.i don't understand myself . like to cry alot.althought is just a little bit thing.but also will cry.

Recently feel like myself has lost control toward something.and this something has change me.make me more sad from day to day.now i feel that myself is empty.sometime really think that living in this world is a surffer.althought i try to forget what happen.but that is not as easy as abc.

Today when for driving practise and i got my L licence.Finally got to ride my own bike.today when i practising that time sunddenly the bike lost control.i nearly fall down from the bike.when night time thought wanna go parade but sunddenly mom feeling not well so plan change and we go home.dad say tomorrow go.tomorrow got to stay at school again.when will all this staying will end.i seriously need some rest.i cannot take it anymore with all this restless days.