Today i don't know why i DARE to call him up.usally i'll be like so SHY.maybe is because i make up my mind to tell him all my feeling.i really mean ALL.hope i won't let myself down tomorrow.since thing has come to this step .i must say it out.i cannot keep it anymore.Just cannot.if i contiouns to keep it i'll be like MAD.today don't know what happen to me.i eat everything also tasteless.make me no mood to eat.don't have THE FEEL to eat.especially afternoon.but i kinda have my mood back now.

by the way after done with everything.back to school i and pam start doing our moral projek.that took us about 2 hours.while we are doing.sunddenly heavy rain.i have a sundden flash back about that day.today just like that day.by the way i was so EMO today untill i went to play in the rain,until my hair all wet.