Dear X,

I love you.

But I cant.

And I will not.

Where are we now? All those flirting and sweet things you said to me, what does it mean? Is there an us? Even though I love you baby, I cannot be the third party. I just cant. I cant do this to your other half, it just wouldnt be fair to her. I can and only will be with you, if and only if, you are not commited to anyone. No, I'm not asking you to break up with your other half..

I really want us to be friends, even if its hard for me to shut off my feelings for you. It'll definitely take some time but I'll make it work.. We could even be best friends if you want to..^^ I know you're angry, cause I'm goin out with Mr.T, but me and him, are just friends. But no offense, why are you angry with who I am going out with? We're not even commited to each other.

It makes me sad to know that we have to go anywhere secretly and not publicly. It makes me sad to know that we could only meet with each other in the cinema. Dont you get it X? I'm sad. I dont wanna have something with someone secretly. I want people to know when I'm having something with someone, you know? Yes, I am that kind of person.

X, I wont be goin this thursday. I am sorry. And I wont be replying your sweet messages anymore, unless you text me those friendly type of messages cause like I said before, I want us to be friends now...=(

Baby, if you love me, you'll understand how I feel..would you? I'm sure you would cause I know you're a kind of person who would. Then again, I have to thank you, cause you made me fall inlove for the first time. So you must be happy okay? Cause Con never fall for a guy easily haha.. =D

I dont want us to feel weird when we're around each other okay? I want us to be like before, in ideal teen workshop you know? Friends =D I had fun with you, always remember that. It took me 2 hours to write this, I wanted my grammar and spellings to be perfect.

So now, baby, I am sad to say that this is my last time telling you this,

I love you, always have.