Today...today....is just a mess....cause i just made someone girl friend mad at him...i'm such an idoit...i'm so freking guilty right now...if i can make this girl to not angry with this boy ...i will do anything...even she wanna my life...just take it...if that can make them good back...i was so guilty until i wanna cry when i heard that news...i'm so sorry la...i don't know what to say beside sorry...i so stupid to do all those thing...i'm really an idoit....why i so stupid la....aiyo....i feel bad right now...i just wanna cry out loud...but ...doesn't know why the tears won't come out....can someone tell me how to cry? cause i really need that idea now.....