FIFTH DAY OF IDEAL TEEN

today we went to daybreak center...that center is for alll the disable people in ipoh...that place is so pretty...their garden is cover with green plant that are planted by those people there....they are very friendly...i even play and teach them...and got one indian guy...he is so cute...because i teach him how to diffrent shap the bad bottle cover and the good one...i just tech him then he know...later on i doesn't what he talk to me...i just say yes...and doesn't know why he blush and cover his face and ran away...i was like...what on earth is happening?....and everyone laugh at me...and after that indian guy...a chiense guy come...and i teach him la....and this time this guy's lerning process is slow...he ask me same question for about 4-5 times in 1 min .....while i teaching them ...a boy that duty to record us...ask me some funny question...lol...like is this check bottle cap important...i was like yes it is....and i finally know that indian boy that are going to dance with me in the dinner night...he name is raj...lol...everyone say i love him...i was like please la...ok...he got girlfriend ....some people even say he macam likes me....i was like please just stop ok...all this make me think about that thing...and my tears like gonna come out...luckliy i can control it...sigh...when go back to YMCA i and that raj play alot...lol...he is a funny guy...today suppost to be my sad day..but because of him i become happy....well i didn't have the oppotunity to say thank you to him...maybe tomorrow....lol...and today i feel that the Raj girlfriend,PATHMA start to dislike me...i not sure that girl is his girlfriend or not la...i only have a feel ....that all...today that Raj say i show off when we have catwalk practise ..he is so bad la....

tomorrow will be the Daybreak sleeing day i kinda scare cause i never did this before...is so...new to me....