DINNER NIGHT IDEAL TEEN 2008

tonight is that improtant day....i so freaking nervous when i woke up this morning....they say must before 10.30 go to the restoran to rehersal....but mom 10.15 still havn't come so i call her ...but no one pick up that phone i call her for 15min...my tears was like rolling down...amg...where are u mom...i call i think about 100 times....at last i call to her office...lol....she pick up that phone and so....aiyo i forget already...lol....so i waited her in front of my house...when i reach the restoran is already 10.45...and everyone were practising....and Raj face is so creppy untill i dare not get next to him...but at last he forgive me for my lateness...lol....thx raj...i heard from other people that he was so sad when i didn't come...i was like please la...and we dance chat...alot of thing...lol....i doesn't know why today time passes very fast and now is already 1pm is time to go home and prepare to do make up...i went home have my lunch and take bath....after that i went to clare internation to do my make up...wa...that girl help me do very nice i like that make up...i just never see myself so ...pretty...sori kinda perasan...and when i went down that flower say very ulgy...i doesn't care her cause my dad say it look nice...hehe...after make up ...i went to parade phillip sum do my hair....at 1st that person wanna help me tie up my hair...i quickly stop him and say i wanna my hair to look like spicky ...but he help me to curl my hair..anyway that look pretty...lol...everyone make their hair like wanna attend a wedding dinner ..so boring but mine is like a little bit wild...lol...everyone say i look nice...lol...i like that feeling....and afetr that i went home and prepare to go to the restoran...at night 8 something only start...we start with YMCA dance and then catwalk....lol...i was so freak out untill i forget what school i from...lol...but at last i cannot enter top 10...but nevermind i still have next year...when that dinner is going to end sunddenly i think about him....i doesn't know why i told raj about him...feel weird when i tell raj about that...anyway ...when that dinner end...mom was so rush to go home make me don't have any chance to say bye bye to pam and raj...sori ...at night i go sms from raj saying ....sori this is a secret...lol.....and like this end Ideal teen....ideal teen becareful next year con is coming again...lol...