Today i woke up at 8.00 and luckily ...mom went office already...so i didn't get any scolding from her...when lunch time...she came back...and i saw her kinda happy...so i thought i wanna joke with ner about buying the Twilight 4th book,Breaking Dawn...after she heard what i say...she start scolding me...i was like again....i doesn't know why tears rolling down my cheek...while i eating those tears doesn't know why still coming down...i like lost control of my tears....lunch time usually i eat very slow...almost the last one to finish...but today i;m the first one to finish...afterfinish eating i go back to my room....and i contiouns to cry ...lol..doesn't know why cannot stop...mom say those word keep on play in my mind...after that dad bring some salad into my room for me....he say that i didn't ate any thing...after that....mom went back to her office....well i didn't say bye to her...cause i pretend i slept already...lol...i'm so bad....untill night she come back...i still haven't spoke to her even once...so the conclusion for today is i just wish Dr.Cullen come out and bit me...so i can become a vampire...althought this sound insane...but i just cannot take it anymore...mom was so unreasonable to scold me...it was her fault...and she scold me...just doesn't understand....just doesn't like that....