Shiny car is not meant to be seen in dark

What ever decision that I made I will never be regret.
I'll only find myself stupid
There is no wrong to look back into the past to recall something but don't stop too long,
Cause the earth will keep on turning no matter what
Connie is my name and 19 this year. My life is just too dramatic till no ones will believe it. =]
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wild days
Has been a while.//
August 28, 2011 @ 10:05 PM

Plenty of things happen recently. Grandpa not feeling well, family drama, love life drama. Anything that is bad is happening to me.

Sometime should i be thankful to god to give me so many drama or i should be sad? He hates me now, well i though i can take it but the pain is way more painful than i imagined. I guess time will cure all the wound right.

Maybe in his eye i'm a flirter or a slut, but all i want is just to be nice to people and thats all. If you really love me you should have know it. All i want is just to be friends and no harm. Well only if everyone can have the reading mind skill and this world would not have so many misunderstand.

Actually,now only i realize, i should really let go, since i know how to take up i should know how to let go too. Although it may take time, but i believe if i want i can.

Recently i've been thinking a lot, is it love really this important until i must look for a bf to accompany me? Well maybe last time i will say yes, but not now. For me my goal is to complete my degree and get a high position make my parent proud of me. And then, that's when love life come into place.

I wish I'm away from home once again.//
May 11, 2011 @ 10:51 AM

This is what happen when I'm home for this long. Why can't they just be normal and stop arguing. Why can't they just understand me that I can do it. -.-

I miss home, but when ever I stay at home for too long and surely this kinda messed up stuff will happen. I rather stay far away from home than always getting this kinda treatment. I know you guys are worry, but at least listen to me. Not everything it's about you.

When something good happen, no one have the urge of praising me. But when I did something bad, thats the time scolding and all sorta stuff come. -.- How old am i? I'm 19 and at least give me a little bit of freedom. The reason I did well in my foundation is because i wanna prove to you guys even thought I text or online this often, but i still can managed my time and study well. If i'm really as lazy as you say, then how can i get those result. Sometime i just wish you guys can read my mind.
the 6th day, and nothing changed.//
April 27, 2011 @ 12:20 PM

I wonder that will happen after this argument.
Will be still the same? Or no more feeling toward each other?
it has been continue for 6 days and nothing change. Sometimes I really think that i should not be this controlling, but then..
Haiz, Just like just now, I piss him off again, maybe after all he belong with other but not me. =\
Couple Ring//
April 19, 2011 @ 1:52 AM
One moment you make me fall in love and other you make me tears//
April 18, 2011 @ 5:15 PM

Hate it when you lie to me. I hate it. I did not force you to delete and you told me you deleted. Guess what I SAW!!
The nicest thing I ever see.//

I still prefer it be here. =p
The only way.//
April 17, 2011 @ 8:26 PM

Anyhow it is working now. I hope it wont fail this time. Sorry